No...it means I tell it like it is...and actually one demerit was for saying "crap"...a BOGUS demerit.
I HAD been a Chat HOST on AOL for a year back in 2002, so I do have experience.
Ironically, this isn't a good time now for me to go into Moderating at this moment anyway. With the holidays and my schedule and my family's schedules, it is just not possible right now. Funny how these things work themselves out. I am not on the computer a fraction of what I used to be on it because I have a lot going on in my life.